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FML [Nov. 26th, 2009|04:12 am]
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can't believe i'm saying this but; what a rough night.

sometimes its better to leave the broken pieces than get cut trying to put it back together.
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they kiss again. [Nov. 8th, 2009|09:51 pm]
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this has been keeping me company whilst the boyfriend has been gone. :)
watched it for the third time already and i'm still lovin' it
there's work tomorrow at suntec. feeling fatigue hit even though i did not do much over the weekends.
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i want to have a christmas tree at home. [Nov. 3rd, 2009|11:07 pm]
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this is one of my all time favourite christmas song. even without christmas, i can listen to this and feel very very christmasy. this is a very special song cause its like telling a story about the different predicaments of people in this world. the little match girl, the children at the orphanage and how he's far away from home. so he's like praying for God to be with them on this very special season so that they can feel loved and continue to have hope. it's very touching if you listen to the lyrics carefully.

i never understood why i always related to christmas more than any other seasons or festivals. christmas sorta feels like home, like love, like warmth and like happiness. probably cause when grandpa was still around, every year we had christmas parties! i dunno how's it for you but it really is very hard for me to feel upset or angry in novembers and decembers. lol. probably because i always have to wait for an entire year to pass for christmas to come and like when it comes, i wont ever let anyone ruin it for me. haha.

i feel especially blessed today. haha. it's the start of november which also means the start of christmas season! shopping malls, shopfronts, houses, and everywhere will be full of christmas trees, christmas decorations, snowflakes on the windows. its simply awesome. it's also awesome because i have my family with me, my friends with me, a part time job to let me work and let me have my time to play, a boyfriend i can count on. its just great. hehe.

was just talking to boyfriend on the phone and it was a very enjoyable talk time. if you know me, i don't like talking on the phone. period. its a chore for me actually but because boyfriend's in army and we do not meet 5 days a week it's like teleconversing is our only way to communicate. and if you know my boyfriend, he's a man of few words. but today, we had a lovely conversation. feels a bit like when we first started dating. haha. it was plain silly - we were talking about:
  • him promising to give me a small bit of his pay and how he was sooo reluctant and did not give
  • how im picking up the tabs and he was like protesting that he pays too but couldn't give me much concrete example but i know he does pay actually
  • how suddenly money became the foundation of our relationship and that he has to give me my personal allowances, my household allowances, my non-living son's allowances and home tuition money for bin junior (he invented it and i decided, might as well just extort)
  • how serious i am about all of the above
i always pride myself in drawing a clear line financially in my relationship and to go dutch most of the way. however for once, i would want to at least think he wishes to provide a little for me now that he is 'working' just as a gesture - of love, you know. like the husband giving the wife allowance cause he loves her and wants her to be happy. i hope that when bin does that (if he ever decides to do it voluntarily and willing that is), he does not feel the pinch, but instead the joy that he's able to provide for someone he loves. just like me, when i get my pay and i treat my family, friends and my boyfriend, i don't feel the pinch one bit at all because i'm providing for them with my own hard earned money and i like that feeling. :) it makes me feel.. good. rofl.


i noe my girls (and boys) are reading this (and i'm hoping you girls (and boys) can relate to it) so if you do just holler back with some thoughts alright! i seriously am interested to know what you think of the above and if i'm some weirdo expecting nonsense. lol.

on a random note, i'm sure not any of my friends, yes even you liang qingyun, have ever seen me kiss bin on the lips, right. it just thrills me really to know this fact.

xoxo.

p.s. i love you and i feel exceptionally in love todayyy. muacks!
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my twilight reflections [Oct. 31st, 2009|01:20 am]
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after reading twilight for the 5th time, new moon for the 3rd time, eclipse for the 5th time and breaking dawn for the umpteenth time,

edward cullen is awesome because he...

cradles bella in his arms
hugs bella from the back
reacts when bella reacts
sings bella her  very own lullaby to sleep
listens to bella's heart beat
calls bella 'my love'
is overprotective of bella
always makes sure bella is by his side
slows down to fit bella's pace
respects bella
would rather be thirsty than leave bella
whispers to bella sweet nothings from the 18th century
listens when bella talks
puts bella before himself
tells bella she is his life and means it
surprises bella
humours bella


and all these are done like he means it and wants to do it willingly.

i hope the boys now know why every girl wants to be isabella swan and why they should be thankful that edward cullen is just fiction.
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pretty peekture [Oct. 27th, 2009|10:10 pm]
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i wander in the streets.
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would you have ever thought i was joking when i said i want... [Oct. 27th, 2009|02:16 am]
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to be happily married
to have a stable job
to know that my husband will bring home the bread
and for our love to stay true always

baby can you see this?
cause suddenly the uncertainty of anything, is giving me the butterflies.



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孫自佑 rocks! [Oct. 25th, 2009|11:38 pm]
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yay 孫自佑 won 超级星光大道第五季!
he's the bestest.
kindly allow the video to load and just drag to the middle so that you can hear him sing.
 
so the boys from hawk coy came back from field camp and to be very honest, they look like they've been through a lot of turmoils one just cant help but emphathise with their predicament. like i was initiating an outing to teo heng and wasn't expecting sms-es replies like "damn shag. no voice but i don't mind going. but wont be singing" or "shout until no voice. having sore throat. havent slept in a long time." so poor thing hor. anyway i was in a foul mood cause my sleep was broken by many different sms-es and phone calls but then reading their sms-es, i thought i really don't deserve to throw any tempers at any of them for the day. rofl.

lunch was at Odeon Towers - Asia Grand Restaurant with girlfriend tagging along cause i dunno where to put her if she doesnt. lol. it was really good - the peking duck. one of the best i've tried really. then headed to bras basah complex, cityhall and then to Ceneleisure for 500 days of summer. the boys were late and it was only then when i saw them that my heart ached a little. haha. all of them kinda like lost one round of weight / were struggling to keep awake/ coughing with phlegm you get the picture. heartbreaking moment really. desmond and linus was really the healthier looking one cause they havent gone for field camp YET. think desmond will come out a hero either ways but linus will come out a good laugh. bin managed to get my letter! hahaha. he said he cried when he read my letter. awwww. love love.


the boys had their sweet talk, had their fair share of looking at people, dinner at spagheddies, their rumblings on army over dinner and boy were they really contented and happy at the end of the day. hahaha. could tell that shawne mellowed quite a bit and tai hong was just feeling really accomplished. for bin - i think it was more of "i'm glad its over".
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day two. [Oct. 22nd, 2009|09:10 pm]
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definitely a very very very very old song but nonetheless a good song.



woke up
slacked
dinner at astons
teo heng for damn long
supper at hongkong cafe
cabbed home
girlfriend stayed over
woke up on day three
mcdelivery for lunch
titanic on the small screens
home sweet home for girlfriend
and finally
she sent me all the genting photos
(we went genting in march 2008)
day three ended with my fair lady
nice.

now, for the long awaited KL photos.

kl, genting and great company )

tha'ts all folks!
i miss my boyfriend.
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first day of unemployment [Oct. 20th, 2009|01:59 am]
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woke up sometime after noon
went to the supermarket
made a visit to my docs
shopped around endlessly
dinner at grams
messaged the working girlfriend throughout the day while missing the husband away on "business trip"


sigh, couldn't have felt more like the wife today - minus the kids.

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two simple words [Oct. 15th, 2009|10:40 pm]
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I QUIT :)
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peekture post! [Oct. 8th, 2009|05:36 pm]
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There was this movie by Mandy Moore called "On The Line" and it came with a wonderful soundtrack. This song is like the theme song for the show and gosh, i was just reminiscing it and decided to youtube it and its still available! I hope you enjoy this song as well!

Once again, I had two wonderful weekends with my lovely friends - despite the absence of my boyfriend for one of them. totally rocks.
Just wanted to share my joy with the pictures we have taken. i actually havent seen myself smile so happily in ages. surprised totally.
 

Weekend with Ivan, Carol, Miko (Carol's Sister) and Qingyun!


ivan is not in the picture because he is camera shy. so ironic considering he is an actor. oh wells, yi wan tian ping rocks!
 

Friday Night with the Army Boys at White Sands



 




then to Teo Heng!



then Hong Kong Cafe Supper!








and to end off!



SO MANY PHOTOS PLEASE. UPLOAD UNTIL CAN DIE.
 

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till we meet again. [Oct. 1st, 2009|02:10 am]
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my nonsense ramblings )my nonsense ramblings )

goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight, hugs, muacks.

at first there it was me and you, now it's you and me.
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i'm a shell-less turtle. [Sep. 14th, 2009|12:39 am]
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its amazing how the mind has the ability to deceive everything but itself.

-

i came up with the above as i was constantly reminded by what bin said about me in an argument we had earlier this week.
just couldn't shrug it off and of course, was appalled by his words.
yet nevertheless, when i think it through, maybe he is right and i have been blind to that part of myself.

right now, he's in the army enduring the tough training slashed out by this Sirs.
thankfully, there's friends around to look out for him.

on my side, thankfully there's friends like qingyun and jo to spend my first lonely weekend in a long time at home with me.
appreciate it loads!
then there's carol who took the time to organize movie outing and teo heng to keep me occupied.

-

i miss my boyfriend so much!
army makes it a lot more different because the camp kinda restricts what time he's able to call me or sms me.
and he's uncontactable unless he contacts me.
so yeah, i'm kinda having to learn how to endure loneliness as much as he's learning to cope with his loss of freedom.
of course, for the record, he's having it much harder than i am.

i always thought i'm made of steel (before i fell in love).
really.. and i think i really was made of steel before I committed to a relationship.
was always the independent-go-er, slave driver to myself and probably the people around me, very work-focused.
but then right now, without bin beside me, kinda feel a bit vulnerable, frail, unprotected.
cause he's always been around me for 2 going half years, contactable, always there and ready.

like... i'm a turtle and he's my shell. so i'm a shell-less turtle now.
and being a shell-less turtle  made me realize that i may have taken my shell for granted unknowingly.
so being the shell-less turtle now, i will try to cherish my shell every weekend when i get my shell back.

hmm.. i think qingyun will probably feel for this post quite a bit.

sigh, i miss my shell.

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everyday i love you. [Aug. 30th, 2009|08:44 pm]
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decided to post this song instead of daughtry - no surprise 
hahaha. love the songs in the past.
most of the songs now on radio are like crappy.
 
just had a wonderful weekend as well comparatively to last week.
just woke up at about 5.00pm after a long long night out playing.
last week was wedding fair at keppel club so it was like a whole day work kinda thing.

anyway big news.
working part time now instead of full time.
i hope i wont be so busy and get my life back.

managed to get 2 off days and 2 half days off last week to take a break from my very long work week.
was working a full week - 7 days because of the wedding fair the week before.
also partially to clear all my off in lieu because i wont be able to claim them when i convert to part time.
also to take care of my aunty who's in hospital cause of a ruptured brain artery.

once again.
the unpredictability of life.
she was relatively healthy and practiced like healthy living.
but stress just got to her head and literally burst it.

so i managed to spend quite a bit of quality time with bin :)
he was a sweetheart to accompany my aunt at the hospital and head over to my grams where he was needed and then un-needed.
and then spending time with me and the lrm peeps at ktv and then mahjong at qy's then at home.
hahaha. i always plan my weekends and he always have to accommodate.
thanks baby. the song's for you!

working less.
earning less.
shoud learn to spend less too!
but yay. i get to stress less and i swear i will make it a point to really work less and stress less.

was also having some random thoughts of my childhood.
remember the days where after primary school we will rush back to catch like 2.00pm shows.
remember the days where weekends we would wake up at 9.00am to catch Power Rangers, skip Sesame Street and watch Captain Planet.
remember the days where before primary school afternoon session I will always catch the Cinderella cartoon in Chinese before going to school.
especially loved those days because amanda, ben, my bro and i will just sit around and watch tv together.

to end off, cheryl's birthday peektures!
 
 

group picture with the army boys




the girls


pass the parcel game

sabo-ed my boyfriend to do game penalty with me
 
some pictures from work which was esther's last day of work too:
 





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the most amazing weekend [Aug. 10th, 2009|08:21 pm]
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a happy song to celebrate a happy week

sigh,
what an awesome weekend.
i wish i could re-play my weekends like 1000 times more before i head back to work.


THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY
 
friday was brazillian waxing at pink parlour at Marina Square!

headed to Marina Square from work via bushub.
talked to qingyun about loads and much of the journey was just me being ultra naggy and her empathising.

my virgin brazillian experience and hmm well, the pain is definitely over-rated.
i almost wanted to pay the additional $5 to use the numbing spray but thought better of it and wanted to go all out to experience.
when they pulled the strip i was like "huh? like that ah"
lol. was listening out for qingyun's scream during my own waxing cause she hates pain.

after that we headed over to Long Johns for dinner and some shopping (for qingyun).
i had to criticise almost everything she eyed on just so she doesn't burn a hole in her pocket.
made an impromptu decision to head over to changi airport to send my brother off to Italy since the girl wanted to go airport.
we took 36 all the way from marina to airport.
frankly speaking, if not for knowing there was a straight bus there, i would have been too darn lazy to go airport.
made a reservation at teo heng along the way cause we just wanted to sing so badly!

im so glad i went. managed to catch my grandma, aunty cynthia, godma and godfather, some of my childhood playmates.
it just made me feel very very .. warm and loved.
chilled for a while, updated my family on my work and they were so glad i showed signs of putting on weight.
bin had to miss it cause it was his friend's birthday. pity. he would have liked to see them as well.
pictures up when i get them!

qingyun stayed over the night as my place. been a long long time since she dropped by.

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER
 
woke up to an annoying neighbour playing the piano at an unearthly morning of 10.00am.
cleared some office work at home cause qingyun refused to wake up.
by the time she did we kinda overshot the planned time to leave the house by 1 hour.
headed over to grab some Katong Laksa and bubble tea and then to teo heng!
woo they got the new rooms and the equipment are like touch screen. super high tech.
huiling joined us in singing our heart's true desire as well.
sang from like 2pm to 6pm. HAHAHA. even though it was just 3 of us, we just couldn't get enough of singing and wanted to extend.
but teo heng's business is brimming over the edge and like the boards were all like FULL.
tagged along with qingyun to pick joseph up at pasir ris from his outfield camp cause she used bak kut teh as bait.
the best part was, she didn't know what time he was coming out and i only came to know about it like when i was at the bus stop.
waited 3 hours for joseph before cabbing to balestier to meet baby for founders' bak kut teh!
craving totally settled.
went home afterthat and settled with some tv and early night's sleep.
 

BIRTHDAY SUNDAYS
Sundays was slower. slept in a bit more as we had Cheryl's birthday at night.
really nice to be able to sleep in.
tagged along with bin to do the mystery shopper job at m1 shop at tampines.
mother loads of people please.
cheryl's 21st birthday at night at simei.
caught up with the tekong guys and SPF guy who obviously went through a lot of ordeal looking at their sizes and hearing their voices.
caught up with the girls, huiling carol clara judy cheryl joan laura and qingyun over a very good dinner.
had some games and cake cutting as usual. it was just great and very warm.
hitched a lift from linus back home in his very cool car while he and clara went to club.

i wanted very much to blog down my entire weekend.
cause it was just simply lovely lah.
from spending time with bff to spending time with the boy to spending time with my family to spending time with friends.
i got all of it this weekend!
sugar rush!
love it!

peektures when i have them!
 
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its just been two weeks. [Jul. 26th, 2009|08:59 pm]
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Love 119 by K.Will feat MC Mong
as promised.
 
anyway its been a busy busy week since the last time i posted. 
putting in 12 hours of work at days for the past week and only had one weekend off since i started.
already one month into my job and as much as i'm busy, i really quite like it.
(minus the politics)

so much has happened, life is really full of good and bad wonders.
from today onwards, there'll be two other friends i'll be keeping in my prayers.

on a random note -
i'm so envious of qingyun for having parents who readily agree to help shawne take care of his dog.
not saying that my parents are not good, but it sucks when all i can do is help a friend in need only in monetary terms.

asmond came back from new york and i took a look at his pictures and saw a different world.

han chih and gang is hitching up one by one! so excited and its all within the family!

i'm learning to be more optimistic no matter what i'm looking at or who i'm talking to. its a good change!

a reminder to a very special friend:
remember to make choices which you can live with.
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a revelation [Jul. 13th, 2009|02:03 pm]
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gonna be a simple one.

a revelation about myself and my inner most fear which explains a lot of things.

i'm afraid to be in a situation which i am unable to have options/control of.

this explains why:
  • i dint want to go Beijing Olympics OSIP because if i wanted to fly back at any point in time, i couldn't.
  • i couldn't make myself go overseas to study for the same reasons.  i mean i could come back, but i wouldn't have the means to
i derived all this because last night while i was burning up with a high fever, i dreamt of myself being cooped up in the sperm costume at No.1 Costume Shop and because it was too heavy, i couldn't get it off myself and felt damn bloody helpless.

and i woke up telling myself i don't wanna feel that kinda fear ever.


the entire malaysia + singapore + australian family
 


bin having fun with my mama and the girls playing with the bride



my family with my favourite aunty and uncle colin ever



the cousins from Singapore and Malaysia catching up on life



singapore family portrait with australia grand uncle and grand aunty
(love my grand uncle man! great biceps!)



not sure what this was about.



relaxing at the lounge after the wedding lunch.
the drinks alone amounted to 1000 over dollars!



listening to aunty julia's and uncle colin's life story



see behind?
uncle colin was trying to get the entire singapore + malaysia + australia family tree right.




last but not least, the girls having fun once again.
the last time we took similar shots like this was 6 years ago at Uncle Steve's wedding at Brunei.
(see shot below!)



oh well, time flies.

anyway the wedding was great - held at Sunway Lagoon Resort.
 
i sometimes think i should be really thankful that i have a great family who works hard all their lives to give descendents like me a good life with good food and to see and enjoy lavish weddings like these.
 
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updates from work [Jul. 11th, 2009|01:16 pm]
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this is by MC Mong and a song that i stumbled on with a mix of rap and melody. i rarely like rap so this one really caught my attention. been on my repeat mode for the longest time. i will post up another video by K.Will and MC Mong next time called Love 119. that one's cool too. till then!

 HELLO WORLD

im back to give some updates on work and life. i honestly think i've been gone for a loong loong time.

work has been busy like a bee... and life has been very fulfilling and healthy. okay probably not healthy healthy but as least its healthier. for one, work is zapping the life out of me everyday and by the time i reach home i have my dinner have a quick bathe and hit the sack. unbelievable! but true. lol. also, been having a daily dose of three meals a day and lots of other tea breaks in between that im developing ulcers and whats not from having too much junk. unbelievable! but true. work has been enriching as well, but taxing on the brain cause there's probably a gazillion and one things to remember like the process, the protocol, the people and the politics.

its like the 4Ps (not for marketing, duh!) but for general working life and its so hard to balance it all or be mindful of all thats happening around me. nonetheless, i've got the moolah, and trying to get my energy back so i can spend my moolah on shopping and social life. but first, i need to get my ass outta my house and stop being a couch potato.

anyway i went home to cry on my first day of work! yikes! had a rough day as i couldn't slp the night before and i was PMS-ing. and yah lah. went home bathe eat then slp. one hour later then i wake up and cry. i made bin come all the way back to my house even as he just got home from staying at my place the night before. then i just cried and cried until my eyes was so sore and bin promised me i dun have to work the next day. and i honestly couldn't open my eyes the next day and i decided to skip work on my 2nd day!

anyways in between all that, i celebrated my 25th monthsary with my baby! (haha, yes i'm still counting)



so yep. was really craving for bruschettas (joel! where's the ones u promised me!) but was like not hungry cause too shack from work. so i only had bruschettas and clear vegetable soup for dinner. koped a bit of meat from bin and was like super full. hahaha. of course i had like many many tea breaks at work before that so was like full even before that. no pictures of the food cause we whacked it the moment it was set on our table. not really a fan of NYNY honestly. the last time me and qy had it, we ordered the meat platter for two and OH MY IT WAS HUGE. thank god joel passed by and we made him eat a little for us.

yep, that's pretty much my updates. maybe i can take some photos of the animals and workplace for you to see. i see them smell then and eat them everyday. animals! u get funny ppl calling in to ask if its raining will they be able to see the animals. and i will be like "i'm sorry we'll have to ask them." and some ppl will be like "why u all charge so much for your elephant appearances? so special meh?" and they will get an answer that sounds like "i believe u wont get to find an elephant along any of our roads so i guess they are quite special." something like that. weird ppl.

oh oh oh and i closed an event! its a birthday party and the event went successfully. closed one more jungle breakfast event this month and one more dinner next month! must work hard!

love you all!

xoxo,
gracey
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i'm officially employed :) [Jun. 17th, 2009|11:15 pm]
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This is Me - Demi Lovato and Jonas Brothers
from Disney's Camp Rock

this movie a bit like high school musical. lol. the kids at the camp were all very passionate about music, just like me!
so it was very inspiring. especially love this song cause i guess it does speak to everyone, young or old.
 
 
I'm officially employed by the Singapore Zoological Gardens as their Catering Sales Executive. whee!

I'm just penning this down so when time passes and come back to read this post i noe how long it has been and how i was feeling. lol. right now - feeling a lil bit excited, a lil bit sian and a little bit like a nerve wreck.
 
  • excited because it'll offically be my first full time permanent employement which means there's also a considerable sum of moolah coming in.
  • sian because they offered yesterday, rushed me for an answer today and asked me to go to work starting tomorrow. so i dun exactly have a weekend to crash teoheng like mad before i start this arduous journey.
  • nerve wreck because did i mention the job scope requires me to drive a buggy and prob walk the zoo alone at night by myself. its so funny how meeting clients, executing the events and all dun scare me but the buggy and darkness does.  oh and i'm not sleepy! so that's nerve wrecking cause i gotta get up at 6.30 tmr!
i must say the remuneration package was very very very very attractive, not just for a fresh grad like me. even dad and mum thought the offer was awfully too good to be quite true for a young grad like me. so yep lets just hope for the best. it'll definitely be a tough journey cause i promise myself to be very driven and to do what's within my bestest ability. so i have expectations of myself, at least, that i have to meet. no more unhealthy lifestyle and one step towards my goal - korea and aussie and saving moolah so i can spend moolah whenever i want to without having to worry i have no savings! these few months of holding back a lot of shopping really made me very pek chek. urgh. the worst feeling is wanting to eat something but cannot eat cause no moolah.

i told myself there were some random stuff that i needed to blog about but i forgot what those were.... urgh. cannot remember.

i probably wont be able to update my blog as often as i want to anymore cause of work. haha. BUT don't lose touch with me okay. drop me an sms from time to time, especially the guys who are enlisting! i would really appreciate that. if you come to the zoo or plan to come to the zoo let me know or come visit me as well okay!

till then!

note to myself: always remember about personal touches and humanity!
note to qingyun: i noe you sure read this so HELLO! i hope you are having a great time at work now. i'm probably just less than 500metres from you!
note to bin: baby i noe i sure miss you one. i'll be working a lot so sorry in advance if i cannot spend loads of time with you. like i promised, i'll try my best to take leave for your enlistment. i love you!
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how? [Jun. 16th, 2009|11:08 pm]
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Lene Marlin - Another Day

an awfully great song. i dunno why. kinda like there's an emptiness i can feel from her. she's a great singer btw, her album "playing my game" has like 10 tracks and all, i mean all are absolutely fabulous. its also my lullaby cd. this song is in her 2nd album "you weren't there". dint quite like that album except this song. the mtv's great too!
 

how lah you tell me.

my 8 days horoscope says my stars are shining brightly from all directions and i should make a choice keeping in mind my future for the next 10 years.

skipped deja vu training today. got the boss real mad but i swear i dint intentionally wanna inform her at the last minute. :( i hope she's not so angry anymore.

i wonder if i can do my job well. i really wonder. no confidence at all please. and its weird how i eventually end up with the same catering sales position afterall.

sigh. how? i think sometimes... i'm seriously just like a kid.

btw, i told myself to pen this down: i really envy people who get presents from their daddy and mummy. i think i already forgot what that feeling is like. :(
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